Thinking out of box

When we want to advice someone

we have to be close to her

We should not discriminate her

I realize sumthing here

I must try the best for this

BUT

I need to do something

Change myself first

Ubah akhlak kte dahulu

sblum kte mgubah owg lain

Baru lah

ape yg kte smpaikan

dapat diterima

n

Diamalkan

Someone said

talking is easy than do it...

Al-Aqsa (22-23/1)

this really a meaningful weekend for me..i went to Aqsa joining daurah..Luckily I got the Hidayah and go there..I really appreciate it.So, i want to share something knowledgeable here but I will write in Malay..bcoz it quite difficult for me to translate in English..sori my blog..

Hari pertma aku belajar ttg Tazkiyatun nafs yg bermksud pnyucian jiwa..aku begitu tertarik berkaitan berhala dalam dri kite spt FB,tv,duit,mkanan,tido dan sbg. sume ini dikategorikan sbg berhala kerana meletakkan sume ini atas pada Allah s.w.t..Kte slalu alpa dgn berhala ini semua sehingga melewatkan solat serta menderhaka kpd ibu bapa kte.Pernah ke kta terfikir akn sume ni???
Sesungguhnya berhala yg ade dlm dri amtlah sukar diruntuhkan berbanding berhala pada zman nabi kte yg terdahulu..Ini kerana berhala x kelihatan. Oleh itu, sme2 lah kte meruntuhkan berhala dalam dri kte ini satu persatu dan scara berperingkat2.

"Dirikanlah daulah islam dalam diri kamu, nescaya ia akn berdiri dalam negaramu"
Hassan al-Hudhaibi

Seterusnya????
akan diceritakan di lain hari (Insyaallah.)
Sme2 lah kte menghapuskan berhala ini satu persatu lam diri kte...
Wpun ianye sukar dan berliku..
Ingatlah Allah stsa ade bersma kte..

Istiqamah la wahai hati...

Sukarnyer ingin berada di jalan Mu Ya Allah..

Betapa aku x kuat dalam mghadapi semua ini..

terlalu byk liku yang perlu ku tempuh..

kdg2 aku tewas dalam sume ini...

aku hnye lah seorang insan yg perlu perlindungan-Mu Ya Allah

ibarat lalang

yg mudah ditiupkan angin

sekejap cume perubahan itu

bahkan...

AKU MUDAH TERPEDAYA DGN TIPU DAYA SYAITAN

AKU MUDAH TERPEDAYA DGN HAWA NAFSU

.

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.

.

smpai ble ku harus begini

ku merindui rumahMu Ya Allah

diriku terasa kosong dan sepi...

tnpe petunjuk dariMU

Ya Allah..

Terasa diriku kerdil sekali

compared to others

Ilmu ku msih lg sedikit..

Ku juge x Mampu menasihati yg len

bahkan family ku sndri

i want to cry..

BUT....

i know.....

Allah is always be there for me

My family always support me

Teman2 ku jua

x pernah jemu membimbing ku

mnjadi telinge ku...

mndgr masalahku..

Thank u my friend

"Ya Allah,berikan hamba-Mu ini petunjuk,

Ya Allah, kuatkan hamba-Mu"

amin...

Regret or Not???

myself here at Ipg

although tomorrow is my brother's wedding

Am I selfish or not???

But it my family understand my situation

i am not on Holiday

Difficult for me to skip

So I just stay here

Redha

with Qadak and Qadar

Now, I need to be strong

with all of these

My sis and my Bro

keep made me jealous

How could them do this to me??

I hope I can face it..

Now, i'm just can pray for my bro

I hope his marriage

will be last forever...

Amin...

the NEW Beginning

my first degree was started

It seems that subject is more difficult from the previous sem

it made me scared to face it

all of the subject would be in english

not only english subject

But also EDUCATION subject

How I want to understand it???

But no matter what happen

I hope I will survive

It all my choice

my new RESOlUtIOn for 2011

- saving money

- reduce my sleep

- study hard( i hope so)

The other resolution I will think again..