lastly, i see him..24 oct 2011..A different personality..what can i say???i got too nervous until menggigil when i holding the cup..i try to be relax until I speak a lot..I'm realize that i forget to be shy and talk so much and also teasing others too.I know it is the real me..But then, I realize that i should not behave like that and i forget about ikhtilat which is men and women should talk only for an important thing.Maybe i want to hide my nervousness that why i behave like that..Subhanaallah, what happen to me???I don't really know my heart..sometimes i want to be with him and sometime i realize that it is not right..all i know today my missing is gone..i do miss to see him..i admit it..sometime i just ignore my feeling.coz i know all of this is mainan perasaan semata..What should I do??my dream to find cinta suci ats redha Allah s.w.t.cinta suci without maksiat.cinta bkn berlandaskan nafsu..cinta ke arah kebaikan..bimbing aku tuk jadi lebih baik.
"I WANT TO BE
hamba yang beriman pade Allah,
umat Rasulullah yang baik,
anak yang solehah tuk ma n arwah abah,
teacher yang rajin tuk murid-muridku,
isteri solehah tuk suamiku,
ibu yg penyayang tuk anak-anakku.
TEGUHKAN IMANKU
AGAR AKU DPAT GAPAI SUME IMPIAN INI.AMIN."
YA ALLAH,BERILAH PETUNJUK KPD KU AGAR AKU MEMBUAT KEPUTUSAN YG BETUL.
FOR SURE,LET ONLY BE FRIEND TO HIM FOR NOW...
jgn letakkan sebrg harapan atas perhubungan ini agar aku x kecewa nanti...
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