My late father in memory

My family are everything for me
The one who cares about me since I born is my mother
She is the only parents that I have in this world 
and I still have my father waiting for me in Jannah..
I always pray for him so that he will never be alone without my pray..

I am living without my father since 6 years old
I am still remember that time
I woke up from my sleep,
I could see many people in my house,
OH!I know them..
They were my neighbour..I'm asking myself why are they doing here.
It is 5 a.m now..it is still early for them to come to my house
I looked around me 
and I could see my father lied on the mattress.I thought my father was sleeping
But then I could see my mother and my sisters cried a lot.Then, I am thinking something bad had happened in my house.I'm asking my sisters and she said my father had died..
I am so sad and cried when I thought i would never able to see my father anymore after this..
The day before my father was still healthy and now he had died.
Since that day,my family life had changed completely especially my mother and my sisters
They work harder in order to give us education..
(reminiscing memories)

There is one thing that I regret the most
I am not kissing my father's cheek for the last time because I am so scared on that time since i'm still a kids who likes to imagine a lot..

Now,whenever i see my friends' father, I will think it is best if i'm still have my father
But then I think I have to accept the fate from Allah..this is all my destiny..
Indeed,Allah loves my father more than us that why Allah takes my father..
This all the test from Allah and i have to be strong to accept and be 'solehah' daughter to my mother and my late father.

Allah berfirman bermaksud: Kami menguji kamu dengan kesusahan dan kesenangan sebagai cubaan; dan kepada Kamilah kamu semua akan dikembalikan.

(Surah al-Anbiya, ayat 35)